I'm so frustrated. I can hear the rain just pouring down right now and I was really counting on being able to go to the park this morning. It seems like it's the only place I can go lately where I don't have to think about the fact that my ex-boyfriend has already started dating a Denver bankruptcy attorney. I usually get so absorbed by the beauty and activity around me when I'm there that it takes my mind off things quite a bit. I feel like I really just need to sit under a tree and try to meditate or something. I think it will take me months, if not years, to get over him. How is he able to jump into the dating scene so quickly already? It makes me think that maybe he was never as invested in our relationship as I was. I'm having trouble understanding why we even needed to break up in the first place.  It happened so suddenly. I honesty thought the “serious talk” he wanted to have would be about marriage. What makes it so hard for me is that I really saw him as being the perfect person for me. Sigh! I could really use some sunshine and fresh air right about now!