I had a lot of time on my hands to think today. The weather seemed to lend itself well to that type of contemplation. It's been raining for hours now. I was mostly reflecting on my decision to become a Philadelphia bankruptcy attorney. I think I made a pretty good decision but, still, I wonder how things would have turned out if I stayed closer to my hometown. More specifically, I was wondering how things would've turned out between my crush and I if I had stayed. There was a time when he and I were really close. We've since drifted apart over the years. I wouldn't be surprised if he found someone already. He was definitely a catch. I just didn't want my life to revolve around him, so I put my career first. I think, truthfully, I was just scared it wouldn't work out and I was too scared to take a risk where love was concerned. It's great to have all of this career success, but I can't help but feel like something is missing. I'm the only one out of all of my friends who doesn't have a partner. It gets lonely to come back to an empty house all the time.